Thursday, June 29, 2006
A BIG thank you to cindy,meiyi and grace!!
thanks for the puma bag that i eyed for very long..
it was a very nice surprise reallie..
it sure made my day!
well adulthood is coming right up..
don't feel much though..
just feel that i have more responsibilities now..
people ard me are leavin for overseas again..
if i have the means, i would actuallie go for it too..
and grace, thanks ar for not tellin me u are gng off the next day after my b'dae..
i'm starting to get scared of certain things..
after almost 3 yrs of a relationship, i'm still afraid..
afraid that somethin will happen to us..
i do think too much sometimes i guess..
oh well..
sigh..
i haven't seen him for a week and not this weekend either..
so much worse than when he first went in..
at least we talked almost every nite and i got to see him every weekend..
but now..
sometimes i don't even see him for 3 weeks..
i rather he be in tekong or somethin..
sometimes i wonder how someone can give u a cold shoulder..
without you yourself knowing what u actuallie did to that someone..
and after so many years, you still have no idea..
and that someone just refuses to tell u and ignores u..
it totally sucks!
though i'm still hoping...
Regarding my b'dae chalet..
those that i sms or emailed, reply me asap if u are comin..
thanks!
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